Ode to a Boy

Have you ever met someone and they don't leave your head. Someone so wrong for you that you want them more. For years I have seen this guy. He's unique, dark, moody, artistic. He is sexy as all hell. I spent one night just hanging out with him. Talking, laughing, drinking... I had the opportunity to kiss him and I pulled away. There are so many reasons for that. He is someone I would love a fling with. I don't think either of us would last a real relationship. It isn't either of us. It's coming up on the one year anniversary since the night I almost kissed him. He's in my head again. I haven't seen him since that night. I had never talked to him more in all the year's I've known him than that night. I want him to know that I think he's amazing. I know he isn't perfect but I don't mind. I admire that. I wish we could just say to hell with what others would say and just see what happens.

Who knows.

Naughty or Nice

The day after Christmas.... Ahhhh... Sleep. Wonderful sleep. It was a good Christmas. Got a digital camera. Books, Dukes of Hazzard on DVD. A new sleeping bag. Spent too many quality hours of family time.

I want to go back to school. I want money. I have none. I have less than none. I am so broke it's not funny. I have no idea how that happened.

If I had my way I'd spend my days watching Sex & the City, Desperate Housewives, Alias and Las Vegas. I would escape reality and live solely for the purpose of fiction.

Happy New Year

Happy Christmas

Feliz Navidad!! Whoohoo.. Christmas has come and gone. When did it start flying by?

I FINALLY have a computer that is running and remembered my password to this site so I am up and running again. Go me!!

Hope everyone has a happy and healthy New Year.